I wish...

...that I could be more like you.
...that I could be self-sufficient.
...that I had even a small amount of self control.
...that you could have just spoken up before.
...that you didn't have to.
...that I felt like I was home.
...that I was home.
...that I wasn't a slob.
...that I could multi-task on meaningful things.
...that I could get it right.
...that I could keep my room clean.
...that I didn't feel horrible when I should be celebrating.
...that I didn't celebrate when I should be working.
...that I could focus for more than 10 minutes.
...that I could be intellectual and not sound like a 12 year old.
...that I could throw parties and be sociable.

But most of all: I wish that I didn't have to change to become what everyone wants me to be. I wish that I could just be it.