The Meeper Mobile is officially off the road. Sort of... It is my emergency, no more than a 5 minute drive vehicle. The battery started losing it's charge last night, so I figured, hell with it... I'll park it until the weather warms a bit.
Nathan, the sweetheart that he is, bought me some groceries the other day. Well, I gave him $50 (that I now owe to Lucky 13), and he covered the other $15.
I took today off again. Not so much as a mental health day (though it's getting close...), but as a lets-play-ketchup day. I'm so far behind in Psych of Ed Chapters it isn't funny... but at the same time, it wouldn't be a problem if I didn't know that the next test comes mainly out of the book. Blarg.
I have to do some baking tonight, which will be somewhat cathartic, I hope. Brownies and the like for the SoS bakesale tomorrow, which will be held whether CUPE strikes or not.
Nathan and I had some ...involved talks this "weekend" (it didn't feel much like a weekend), so I'm feeling both drained and physically heavy right now. Almost like overwhelmed, but without the panic, and with more pain between the shoulder blades. I want to go lie down, but that was one of the things we discussed: he's angry that I spend so much of my time sleeping in, and that I spend the majority of my time in bed, or at least in my room. He doesn't get that that's part of who I am. I can't be the lone ranger, always on the move type of person he is.
It just gets frustrating sometimes, that's all.
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