Chaos Theory

NaNoWriMo Word Count: 0/50 000 (begins tonight at Midnight, and I just got home)

Things have been looking up muchly since my last post. People are returning to me, slowly but surely, my financial situation is looking less dire (or will be soon), and people around me are starting to treat me with more respect for what I give.

I haven't been sleeping, though. Which is proving to be a bit of a problem. At most, I'll get 4 hours a night, and in combination with a lack of food (due to the lack of funds), I can be both bitchy and loopy, often one followed directly by another. It's not good for myself or anyone around me... But I'm a night person. I stay up all night working, but sleep in the day. I wish this were a nocturnal's world... so much of society is based on the assumption that people like sleeping at night, and being out in the day time... Some places are 24-hours now, but still... I am the moon in a world governed by the sun.

I feel the need to wax poetic about... something. There's a rant/story/something brewing inside me, I can feel it... but not tonight. Tonight, I'm going to sleep.