I feel like a monkey. A monkey that's past it's prime. This time, I know exactly why, too, which is nice. Though, not necessarily so, since it wasn't caused by Alcohol or anything really rewarding.
Exams are eating my life right now. But, overall, I think I'm doing ok. The interviewing exam yesterday kinda threw me, because I went for "the shotgun approach". Meaning, she asked us what a question, and I wrote down everything I knew about the question to make sure I covered it all. I still felt like I didn't, though. What should have been 4 pages of short answers turned into 8 pages of freaking out... Which, made me kinda nostalgic for Nip English Exams...
The exam today was a friggin joke. 26 questions, 30 marks total Multiple choice worth 30% of our final grade. Most people were done in less than 15 minutes. double-you... tea... eff..., yo. Not even cool. But I think I did ok. And we got our presentation marks back, which was cool: Lisa and I got 13/15! Rock on!
But now... Now I feel... murARG!!!.... I had my interview at the NBDHC today. Holy overwhelmed. I didn't babble (much), but we talked for almost 2 hours! SOOOOO much stuff! I feel like I'm in over my head: like it's too much to learn in 9 days.
I don't know what's happened over the last week, but my nerves are shot. I've started having panic attacks again (2 monday, 1 yesterday... Today I was too tired to care). My neck is buggered, my back is killing me, and I can't stop shaking. I feel like if I stop moving, I'll just collapse in a heap. Not like I have much time to stop moving.
Today, now that I'm home, and it's only just after 2, I've got a couple of things I need to accomplish.
1)Eat. Yeah, that's finally made it to the to-do list...
2)Nap. This one's out on necessity at this point... But I need to be up by 6pm
3)Pack to go home. Havent' done that yet. Leave tomorrow right after my exam. Yeah.
4)Study for Law. I'm not too-too worried about placement, because it's going to be dead simple. Law is... Well, it's a lot to cover. And NO, Shaun, I'm not studying with you again. We're a bad influence on each other when it comes to random tangents. ;)
5)Take stuff down off the walls and prep pictures/trinkets for "The Move". I haven't heard from Laura yet (I'm calling her again tonight... I don't think her son's actually giving her my messages...) But I'm hoping to get the keys in the middle of next week so I can slowly start moving stuff over.
6)Drop in to the last Rez bash. I need to chill with good people. And those people? they're good people. Especially when Sarah's cooking.
Which reminds me: I'm hungry. Gonna go eat now, and maybe do dishes. It's not on the list, but I'm sure it's appreciated. :)