Mushed up mini-posts...

I'll try and keep this short, as I have to be up in less than 7 hours...

First, I think I'm slipping as a roomate. I *really* don't want to be a bad roomate... I'd hate more than anything to have Mike or Josh mad at me: I respect Mike more than anyone else, and Josh is just a sweetheart! So that's something I'll have to work on.

Second, I'm working noon-close tomorrow, which makes for a pretty damned cool first week. Though, I have no clue when I'll get paid for this...

Third, saw Nathan again last night. No, he doens't have the address for this yet. We talked a bit, and he is more than ok with us taking things slow. He's promised me up and down that he's not insane or creepy, and that he won't just use me for sex and toss me aside. Though I've heard all of those things before, I think I'll trust him on this... for now. I'm nervous about how he'll get on with my friends, but that's something I'll just have to wait and see on.

Fourth, MAJOR congratulations to my sister, Ash, who, without knowing it, got a scholarship at Brock which covered her first bit of tuition! YAYS!!

Fifth, for those of you who haven't been reading the "comments", there's been a bit of dialogue going on between myself and "anonymous" aka "guy in the ____ row". He hasn't identified himself to me yet, which I find interesting. In any case, I wanted to say that I wish I could re-assure you that I'm really trying to get a better handle on my "wants" and "needs" and whatnot, and that... I don't know, right now, I"m pretty much ok. I think. I hate to think I'm hurting you by trying to go through life (as much as I tend to trip and fall), but please, don't worry. Everyone screws up, Everyone moves on, and Everybody hurts...sometimes. Really, this blog was meant for the times when the hurt was bigger, but now it's just a real journal. And I'll always take advice, wherever I can get it. :)

Ok, now I"m babbling, so I'm off to bed. If I've missed something, or whatev, I'll post about it Saturday. Check back then!