There's this stupid pattern my life keeps taking.
I make lists, I try to be the best I can be, then I get so goddamn sick of people and trying to help that I give up, get mad and tell people to stop stepping on me. For about a month, I'm ok, then it starts to build again.
Guess where I am now?
This time I've had it.... Blah, Blah, deal with your crap, blah, blah, what about my needs? blah, blah, blah... You don't care, so fill in the blanks. I'll let you know when I'm ready to be a doormat again, and life will go on as per usual.
And now back to our regularly scheduled programming...