Lava Lamps and Cheerios

I know, I haven't posted in a while. I don't really have a lot to say. Well, except maybe that I'm nervous.

I feel nervous about my exams, but I'm not really worried. It doesn't really matter if I do well or not, just whether or not I get my degree. I still have a really hard time studying. It's just boring. And I still find it hard to focus.

I'm nervous about moving into the new place. The guy that lives there now...He's been saying things about my friend: the guy I'm moving in with. About this guy, and his past... and the potential of mental illness. I don't know what to believe. And I can't ask about it, because it will get back to the guy... I don't want to make things uncomfortable this early. I'm choosing to ignore it for now. I'll see later what I want to do.

I'm nervous about going home. It's fammiliar, but different. There's no one there that I can be with like I am with the people here. Sarah and I sat for about a half hour today in the front yard of the building. Eating Cheerios. It was like childhood: sitting with your best friend, playing with the grass, flicking ants... I never did that with the girls at school. I can do that here. I've never been able to do that at home.

I'm also slightly worried about this flu that I'm feeling. It's like a head cold with fever... very sucky: I have an exam tomorrow. I'm also having issues with my wisdom teeth. My head feels very hurty.

But other than that, all is well. I got a blue Lava Lamp from the Chancellor's scrap table... It's rocking my world right now. Tomorrow and Thursday are going to be busy. I'll throw up a nice to-do list tomorrow.

Once my head clears.