Something's gotta give

Hate to be a downer, so I'll try and keep this bit short:

I slept through 2 classes yesterday, and left the last one early so I could come home and sleep. I took today off of classes, but am still compleatly exhausted. My room is chaos, the car's at Canadian Tire (belt came off, coolant was low and there's something's losing pressure = $106.91 that I don't have...), and the paycheque I will finally get on Friday is already gone. All this, and I've misplaced my work schedule. BLARG.

BUT...

I have a man who loves me unconditionally and who would give anything for me, whom I love in return and am willing to fight for, I have friends who help me in so many ways, from buying me lunch to just talking, I have a home with two boys who are excessivly patient with me, I am able to attend a recognized, if not highly corrupt, University in a good town.

But still, something's gotta give, and it CAN"T be me.

I had plans for today: I was going to sleep in, watch a couple of episodes of Angel, then clean up my room enough that it doesn't reflect the chaos of when I am here. Instead, though I did sleep in, I got up later than I planned, watched a few episodes of Angel AND all the special features with Nathan (who came over to visit before work), then went to rehersal. Now I'm home and exausted, with no money to buy the Advil that will kill the pounding, throbbing, swolen pain in my head.

So, my room is still a mess, I'm still tired, I'm still poor... But at least I feel that I've accomplished some things this week, like writing an article for National Self-Injury Awareness Day for Ducky for the Hibou. And I've almost caught up on my readings for Learning (I'm about 2 chapters behind), so then I can start on my catch-up for Psych of Ed and PSL. I haven't finished Little Women, but I've got a chapter left on Glengarry School Days, and I've read almost all the other books for this term.

(I found my schedual!! Yay!!)
K, so here it is...

Tomorrow (Wednesday): Learning 3.30-5pm, NSIAD meeting, 5ish-6.30, Drama 6.30-9.30pm
Thursday: Cleaning of all sorts, then Kid Lit 6.30-8.30, rehersal 8.30 to probably 10.30pm
Friday: (here's the tricky bit...) Work 6-2pm, go to Canadian Tire, pick up car, Go to Bank, deposit remaining cash for Rent/Internet bill, Go to Vagina Monologues rehersal @ 3-6.30pm
Saturday: Work 4-7 pm
Sunday: Laundry to no end.

Over the next couple of days, I want to start posting a bit more about things I've found, things I'm greatful for and things I've accomplished. I feel like I've gotten back into the habit of using this only to vent, whine and be tragic.

Really, life isn't that bad.