Right, so I got the essay done, just in the nic of time. Go me. Of course, after doing that, my brain was so fried that I wasn't able to study for my Forensic Psych test, which I bombed. Boo. But at least I went shopping. I've developed a strange friendship with yogurt... It's like, healthy ice cream. At least this time I smartened up and bought the fat-free stuff...
My life is, once again, a bit of a mess. And I've found the cause: My space. That's right, it's my room that's making my life hectic. I don't know if it's actually part of Feng Shui or anything, but I find that my room is literally sucking the energy out of me. I'll stand in the one clear patch of floor, staring at the mess feeling compleatly... unraveled. And then I go into Sarah's room... I feel much calmer. I think it's because the energy flowing through her room isn't being blocked by junk. Mine is.
So, tomorrow and Thursday are going to be my salvage days. Once I get my JavaScripting test over with tomorrow morning, I'll come home and immediatly do laundry and dishes... That should kill at least 45% of the clutter right there. maybe more...
I want to move things around... Change things up. I've almost come up with a floor plan that would allow me to do that without blocking my outlets and such. I need a change.
Todd and I had a very pleasent conversation tonight. It was like talking to him as though he was here. I can't wait to see him.
I think I'm going to sleep. I need fresh eyes for the morning. I'd like to figure out what's weighing me down... I feel lethargic a lot. Like I'm in that "sleep-fog" all day. I don't think that's just my room. We'll see.
One of these days, I'm going to get back to writing proper rants, like before. Right now, I'm just Working through the hard stuff. It's nice to know that people are seeing what I'm accomplishing (or not)... Feel free to comment on what I'm saying. Or, just let me know who is actually reading... Ok... Sleep now.
G'night.
1 comment:
Hey you.
I read, as you should know by now, I just can't seem to get enough of your life, let alone everyone elses. Hey, you got the essay done! Go you!
If you need any help moving furniture, etc. give me a call. Tomorrow is my 'off' day, so I'm free!***
The size of your room doesn't help either. Where I lived last year, the room was about the same size as yours now... and the more cluttery it is, the worse it is. You feel encased in some prison cell... well, no wonder you're going nuts in there!
Well, this 'comment' is turning into a conversation, so I'm off, and I'll see ya tomorrow. Night!
*** Except for the hours between 8:00pm-10:00pm. You know, Wednesday night melodrama and such.
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